T.O.P Opens Up About His Journey: From BIGBANG to “Squid Game 2” and Finding Redemption
2025-01-16
Author: Jacques
Introduction
In a heartfelt interview that marked his return to the public eye after an 11-year hiatus, former BIGBANG member T.O.P, whose real name is Choi Seung-hyun, discussed his new role in “Squid Game 2,” his departure from the iconic K-pop group, and the personal struggles that shaped him.
Concerns Over Role in "Squid Game 2"
On January 15, during an exclusive interview, T.O.P revealed that he was initially hesitant to accept his role in the highly anticipated sequel to the global phenomenon “Squid Game.” He explained, “I first received an audition offer through the production company. When I learned about the character of Thanos, I had a lot of concerns. It forced me to confront my past mistakes and the shame I carry; I worried about my image becoming permanently associated with this role.” Despite his apprehensions, he felt destined for the part and submitted an audition video that impressed the director, leading to a meeting that secured his role.
Addressing Casting Rumors
Addressing rumors regarding nepotism in the casting process, T.O.P expressed his feelings of sadness rather than anger, stating, “I was more heartbroken thinking that I might harm such an extraordinary project. I also felt deeply apologetic to the senior actors who might be misunderstood because of me.”
The Character of Thanos
T.O.P elaborated on the character of Thanos, describing him as “exaggerated and cartoonish” – a “dim-witted and pathetic hip-hop loser.” He pointed to a particularly bizarre scene in the show involving a rap during the infamous ‘Red Light, Green Light’ game as a turning point in defining his character. “From that moment, you really see who Thanos is,” he explained.
Reactions to His Performance
When questioned about the mixed reactions to his performance, T.O.P acknowledged the inevitable nature of public opinion. “Likes and dislikes are something I must accept. There’s no place for me to speak carelessly about it; I’ll just humbly take it all in.”
Reflections on BIGBANG
Reflecting on his time with BIGBANG, T.O.P shared that he often envisions reunions with his bandmates, expressing, “I imagine situations where we exchange blessings. Honestly, I bear a lifelong sense of guilt for leaving; I felt I had no right to stay. I am truly sorry for my absence.”
Personal Growth and Future Aspirations
T.O.P candidly shared that his 30s felt like a lost era. “During that period, I dealt with intense shame and self-contempt, spending a lot of time in deep reflection. I discovered healing through music and wish to share that journey with others.” Looking ahead to his 40s, he stated, “I aspire to live a responsible life like any ordinary young person in Korea. My goals include maintaining a balanced diet, exercising regularly, and nurturing positive thoughts. I want to wake up each morning knowing there are no negative articles about me on the news.”
Conclusion
As T.O.P navigates this transitional phase in his life, fans are eager to see how his growth will influence his artistic endeavors in the future. Stay tuned for his journey in “Squid Game 2”, a role that promises not just entertainment, but also a deeper personal narrative of redemption and resilience.