As we reach the five-year anniversary of Ontario's declaration of a state of emergency due to the COVID-19 pandemic, many residents are taking time to reflect on their experiences during the first lockdown. Initially anticipated to last just two weeks, the lockdown extended into a period marked by evolving public health measures, fundamentally altering daily life across the province.

Angela Sun: A Pause Amidst the Chaos

Angela Sun, a theatre artist from Toronto, recalls the initial shock of the lockdown, which came after weeks of speculation in her creative community. With her 30th birthday approaching, Sun was determined to make substantial progress in her dream of becoming a full-time performer. The sudden halt, however, left her feeling adrift.

“Initially, there was profound disappointment,” she said. Yet, with financial assistance from the government, Sun was able to embrace a rare moment of respite. "I finally felt free from the constant pressure of FOMO and expectations," she shared. Embracing long walks during deserted nights and immersing herself in digital performances allowed her a unique introspective period amid uncertainty. However, rising anti-Asian hate during this time injected a profound fear, contrasting with the newfound sense of safety she had felt during her evening strolls.

Bill Hogan: From Adventure to Reflection

For 80-year-old Bill Hogan, the lockdown started as an unusual adventure. A fan of dystopian fiction, he viewed the pandemic as a bucket-list experience. After being laid off from his hotel job, he began chronicling his observations and shared them with friends, later contributing to an archive at Brock University.

While Hogan's excitement initially fueled him, the harsh realities of the lockdown soon set in, including personal moments of loss. Reflecting on his marriage of 54 years, he noted the unexpected bond it fostered during isolation. "We've realized that we can live completely together without outside contact for months, and still be fine," he explained. Despite the adventure, he cautions, "Once was enough."

Heather Breadner: Finding Purpose on the Farm

In the Kawartha Lakes region, Heather Breadner had to lock the doors of her yarn shop, which left her and her husband without work. However, being situated on a farm gave them a sense of security, as routine farm chores remained unaffected by the pandemic.

The arrival of lambing season provided both distraction and joy, allowing her to connect with nature more profoundly. Despite the challenges, Breadner shifted her business online, ultimately leading her to an inspiring project: creating a memorial blanket to honor those lost to COVID-19, with contributions from knitters worldwide.

Jocelyn Titone: Balancing Work and Family

Jocelyn Titone, a Brock University employee, found herself adjusting to remote work while balancing the needs of her young children. Initially believing it would be a short disruption, the reality soon became overwhelming.

Titone recalled the sleepless nights and relentless pressure to maintain productivity while also supporting her children with their online schooling. The challenges took a toll on her mental health until she rediscovered the importance of self-care, exercising, reading, and practicing gratitude.

Ren Navarro: A Journey of Self-Discovery

Turning 45 just as restrictions tightened, Ren Navarro faced immediate disappointment when plans to celebrate were dashed. Thankfully, the camaraderie she shared with her wife helped them navigate the challenges of remote living. However, the transition was not without its quirks, including a mishap with self-haircutting that left her bald for the remainder of the lockdown.

Though her work as a diversity consultant dwindled, Navarro found creative outlets on social media, which not only kept her spirits high but also expanded her professional horizons. She credits the pandemic with pushing her to diversify her client base, establishing a robust new business direction.

These stories reflect the complex emotional landscapes Ontarians traversed during the first lockdown—moments of loss, adaptation, and unexpected growth that continue to shape their lives today. As we remember this pivotal period, it serves as a compelling reminder of resilience and the human capacity to adapt in the face of adversity.