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T.O.P Breaks Silence: Apologies for Big Bang's Reputation and His 11-Year Hiatus

2025-01-18

Author: Jia

In an exclusive and long-awaited roundtable interview, T.O.P — the multifaceted musician and actor — finally stepped into the spotlight after 11 years. His comeback coincides with the success of his role in Netflix's 'Squid Game 2.' It was a display of resilience for T.O.P, but his journey has been anything but smooth.

The artist, whose real name is Choi Seung-hyun, faced significant challenges over the past few years, including a 2016 drug scandal that resulted in a two-year probation. In February 2022, he officially parted ways with both his group Big Bang and YG Entertainment, a major label that had launched him into superstardom. During this new interview, T.O.P confronted his past transgressions head-on.

Reflecting on his tumultuous twenties, T.O.P admitted, "I received more love than I deserved, but with that came unimaginable downfall. I faced the darkest times in my life — a moment where I felt utterly broken." This emotional revelation illustrates how fame can both uplift and devastate a person.

The artist also addressed a painful fallout with some of his fans over comments made during his difficult months. "I made reckless decisions and foolish statements that I deeply regret. It was a dark place that I hadn't experienced before, and my actions hurt those who genuinely cared for me," he confessed. His regret appears profound, as he acknowledges that fans were waiting for his return to Big Bang, and he feels a heavy burden of guilt for his past remarks.

When discussing Big Bang, T.O.P expressed remorse, stating, "I severely hurt the group's image through my mistakes." He explained that his choice to leave was an attempt to protect the other members from the backlash of his actions. “I made the decision to leave because I could not bear to see my mistakes hurt them further,” he added, expressing regret at not being able to explain his departure in a way that would alleviate the concerns of fans.

Despite the ongoing love from fans hoping for a reunion, T.O.P is resolute in his decision not to rejoin the group. "It would be shameful for me to return. I have no intention of harming the group's image any longer," he stated firmly.

Moving forward, T.O.P revealed his goal to reconnect with his supporters through music. "I think of it as my responsibility to make up for all the mistakes I've made," he said, hinting at a forthcoming album. "Music became my refuge over the past seven years while I lived as something of an outcast. It was my means of survival," he continued, underscoring his dedication to creating art that resonates with those who still support him.

In closing, T.O.P expressed hope that the misunderstandings that clouded his past will be resolved, promising fans, "I will ensure that the same mistakes will not happen again." As he prepares to step back into the music scene, T.O.P's journey of redemption appears to be just beginning — and fans can't help but feel excited about what he will bring next.