Introduction

Kendra Wilkinson, renowned for her role in "Girls Next Door," recently opened up about her controversial past at the Playboy Mansion, sharing both her regrets and the unexpected sense of safety she found there.

Wilkinson's Teenage Turmoil

In a candid interview on the "I Do, Part 2" podcast, Wilkinson, who moved into Hugh Hefner's legendary abode at just 18, described her tumultuous teenage years. "I was a horrible teenager," she admitted. "I was a runaway and sold cocaine at 15. Stability was a foreign concept to me."

A Sanctuary at the Mansion

Despite her rocky upbringing, Wilkinson viewed the Playboy Mansion as a sanctuary. "I honestly believe I was safer there than at 15 dealing drugs," she revealed. While living in the grand mansion, she embraced a healthier lifestyle—eating nutritious meals and exercising regularly, far removed from her previous lifestyle.

Lingering Consequences

However, the consequences of the Playboy culture lingered. Wilkinson acknowledged the sexualization she experienced during her time there, admitting, "Did that cause me problems later in life? Absolutely." Her struggles with relationships and views on sex, fueled by her past experiences, ultimately led her to seek therapy. "I learned I had some unhealthy thoughts around sex and intimacy," she confessed.

Transition to a New Chapter

Wilkinson also shared that she left the Playboy Mansion at the right time, transitioning into a new phase of life that included marriage and motherhood shortly after. “At 23, I got pregnant and married, starting a new chapter that felt perfect for me," she shared. "I was so bored at the Mansion and ready to start a family."

Reality TV Reflections

As she reflected on her television stardom, she expressed that the reality TV experience was far more taxing than her time at Playboy. “People focus on my Playboy days but not on how taxing reality TV can be," she noted. "It drained every ounce of my soul. I have regrets about that, not Playboy itself, but the entertainment industry’s demands."

Conclusion

Today, Wilkinson navigates life with newfound wisdom from her past. Her journey through the glitz of the Playboy Mansion to the challenges of reality TV has shaped her perspective, and she continues to discuss these experiences openly as she seeks healing and growth.

Stay tuned for more insights from Kendra Wilkinson as she continues to share her journey of self-discovery and healing!