YoonA Opens Up About the Mental Struggles of Being Girls' Generation's Center
2024-12-25
Author: Emily
YoonA Reflects on Her Journey
In a heartfelt revelation, YoonA from Girls' Generation has shared the emotional challenges she faced during her illustrious career, especially marking her 18th year since debuting in the iconic K-pop group.
A Rare Sabbatical Year
In a recently released episode of Hyoyeon's YouTube channel, "Hyo's Level Up," titled "On Christmas, with Girls' Generation," YoonA reflected on her journey and the weight of expectations she carried as the group's center. She expressed, “Looking back at 2024, it marked a rare sabbatical year for me amidst my nearly two decades of activities. It was one of the few times I truly had a chance to rest.”
The Pressure of Being the Center
YoonA candidly discussed the intense pressure that came with her role, particularly during the promotions for their hit song "I GOT A BOY." She described it as a time when the mental burden felt overwhelming. “There’s an immense sense of pride in being designated as the center. Yet, this also brings about a nagging internal pressure: 'I need to perform well.' I constantly thought, 'I mustn’t be a hindrance to my team,' and this was a heavy burden to bear,” she admitted, highlighting the emotional toll that stardom can exact.
Adjustment Phase for New Roles
She elaborated on how the pressure doesn't just dissipate after one project; rather, it often resurfaces at the start of new endeavors. “I frequently experience an adjustment phase for my character whenever I begin a new production. Until I feel completely aligned with the role, I find myself worrying and self-checking at every turn,” YoonA revealed.
Dedication During 'I GOT A BOY' Promotion
Her dedication to her craft was particularly evident during "I GOT A BOY," where she and Hyoyeon had to alternate singing parts in the chorus. “To match Hyoyeon’s impressive skills, I pushed myself to the absolute limit. I worked harder than ever before,” YoonA noted, showcasing her commitment to delivering the best performance possible.
Personal Insights
In other glimpses into her personal life, YoonA mentioned her quirky habit of calling Sooyoung “unnie,” even though they share the same age. This insight not only reflects her close friendship with fellow members but also adds a touch of warmth to her otherwise intense life in the spotlight.
A Reminder of Humanity Behind Fame
As Girls' Generation continues to celebrate their legacy, YoonA's honesty shines a light on the less glamorous aspects of fame, reminding fans that behind the glitz and glamour lies a human story filled with pressure, perseverance, and personal growth.